My life

Sorry guyss about my missing is cause i got so envoveld with differents activities that i stop to post here - to learn on life - reflexions -  sometimes i am sosure about somes stufss otheres i just don't know how ti begin that my love passport are my series , dances, beach , sing listen to music ... to love

there' a time that i don't kniw how to express what's over throght my hart ... is cause i'm enrolled since i borned ...i really know somethig that i can't tell to anyone - ut's really crazy ... More crazy is that this week , i forget my pacience on cloudy may be in heaven because evrytime i need it ... It' not here ?what  can i do with that ? today i wake as a dog dead so sleepy ... that's all.. i almost forget i'm am checking my test, that i did 2 days ago, i'm not doing well , but i can't go on move on if i lost my concentration thousand times before this test , so i've got accept ...  I am  bored

Hey evreyone !! I was thinking about something.... that is about my testsfor college , or the time that was in school.. i never ever felt anxious to know the results because i always didi bad and i felt awful and beahving awfully with me- cause i' have too many expectations or i'm demand so a time ago i pretend to myself that i didn't care as i didn't want to get a conflict with me -that talks about to little story  ok this one  - this is the beginning Not Leticia (let) More to Let and Cia. Pq Let's cute, sweet, friendly, caring, cute. My star Already Cia is my X Have to deal with Cia and this is not cute, it is thick, stubborn rebel is has extreme points that become aware of the other. She knows that things do not happen for no reason. She fights all the time and not get tired. It is insensitive when need be. Both are fair and dreamers. But while let's funny, ironic and dramatic. The cia is would be, she is not content to be humble if it needs to be

Hey , everyone i just did another test that could/can define my life for the future, if i'll go to college or not i'm gonna have more to the nexts days i say.  to talk about other things let's me open to this world to be ok with me ..  I just don't figure out that everytime i can be ok there is always someone who doens't be ok , with that ? I can't be all happiness i want because there's none .. i wish i could be more out going , cause i since don't do nothing by day in days, every time that i try to do something like to go out doing simple stuff like going to my course or grandma's always , i can'go with the clothes i want.. I just don't havemany friends so i don't go out so much the way i wanted , i don't enjoy my life because i don't have time so,it's like all the days are sunday... i can't do like that others girls do cause the stupid family doens't acccept that... at that house i'm living is a ditadure, i

Today , i went to the beach ... I love copacaban' beach if i could i'd go everyday because even if living here in copa   it's though to go to the beach everyday if as any person normal has obbligations to do .. .

AdicionTalking about children's day, that was me when i was kid , just like alice in wonderland , cause since this age 4 ,i had my own war legenda

Never mind if you want to read it's your responsibilty cause i'm ok with it …  Always have my  intuition about people  , what always make me feel in pain cause I used to care about my relations and people and I realized that nothing matter since there is time that persons shows how they ‘re … I jus feel naive trying to make everoyone to like me to insisted any kind of communication cause I ‘m not outgoing and try on workout on it but nobody , give I damn, so I stopped. I don’t care anymore ,but always in anytime for thinking on that , we just can trust in ourselves cause  I don’t know why /or what makes any kind of stuffs let envy how come I ‘ve been living with this snake eyes on  me . Although the loneliness is always present on my life.  I can be with many persons , dealing with situations alone though. For all this happening ,I know that I can be myself friend… But don’t stop talking to anyone , to love, to do your best , because of that… And, as a kind of con

Hey eveeryone !! today i went to ipanema beach just to look because it was cloudy as this is what i do when i have really importants decisions to have in my life that was like this i had to choose , the most thought question of my litroleife - or i'l d be an actress or be lawyer .. Cause even if i was not a good student for treater because i didn't received that gift , i love playing characters , and dancing ,singing. The others i've got to play are really thought to.. I've got so to do it.... The other is that i got my hair it's curly and i product straight , but as so many things happned , and i reaize for my goodness i 've got to take is natural.. i've made up my mind that my birthday , is in march 13, my twenties ..i 'll go to karaoke to comemorate because  i loved .. i got a little bit sad , cause i want to be with no piles but it's so pricey so i got to get a new vision that like nthe vegans here they just don't do it i'll  find/s

How are you , guys ?  i've got so many to tell  on week ago were elections for be xerife on my city   i was about so to get my drive license but i didn't pass to the first exam . i've cured my hart but i didn't and i don't know how to fix my mind it' sso traumas that i i shouldn't say here .. play music to be at least kind ok.

Hi everyone i am here to tell that thinks for my obssession is this like no to say that are kind of things that like to know but life is always a word that "she" says no to me is there is a reason about but honestly i'am really a curious and a questionative person and i can say that i'm a kind of persn different cause even if i'am a sstubooorn person i can see many visions of situations my artistic name is MONA mean unique M= modern O = overestimed N = nice A = amazing person and  saying that that i really know i'm am an sensitve perspn and i always see answers for my quesiton just this onewho is rally profund that i don'tknow for sure but when my works at this planet end for my time as i know myself i will ask i gueess i deserve alllthis and rememeber others stuff that i know i'mam gona ask why , and i'll have some answer even if i have to wait for 90-19 = 71 may be years and of course be asking have to insist on this but i'll be answered..

hello guyhs s , i 'e got an appology to amk cause iv've not been posted for a little time case i was too busyb as i am a piscs .. since my birtday is in 13 on march , i thought that, ivisited a karaoke one week ago so  now i'am doubt about 6 months, for my birhtday if i'll go to a party ,pub or this choises are not easy too me icluding that i see many possiblties..today in my country is the day of hart.so i can say that my hart is ours... and i can say that this week i got so confused  ...  what  i propoe is look to this image and think about what t this can say to you ? for me is more than a tunel it's a way of keep going...

I'mexactly like this !!

Today , i really found another situation ,be  the way i cure my inside , i'am so glad and satisfed . The begining of others stuff i just don't give a damn .I won't let anything makes me fell down about anything cause i know i never mind ,but i've been pasting for kinds of happens to m life that is not important no one see its wheen suffers. my friends please apeaars. Ain't my fault if i'm a happy perosn for my things and there kind of ersons in life be envy i don'know why i wish anyone would clear this too me.

I'am so glad  i mean abo, criating my histories ,  about all this weak i had my hair done , now i'm studying with all my energy ,dancing and singing and seing my seures when i havetime . it' magical i wish could say thank about all those gifts .

I'm really happy today   it's a laugh that way ii always want to be , with almost all the stuffs makes me gigling doesn't matter the altenuances and about everything i can be rebel for other situations cause it's from my natural .Even if all arnt'ok or may be i'm another stage that it's different to me like almost a hard time But this won't ever make me to stop to laugh . Hahaha

I am a caterpillar because Ihave  stages, metamorphosis .=)

This music of zara larsoon talks about me as i am kind of a secret by the lock is like a misterious to be find out and i  like that cause it's my essence even if there are sort of persons that like to be open as a book, for me in anytime , when i say what kind of thtings i like or not this make people to previsible and sure i never wanted i 'am just like a water and a pisces so that it's but horocospus donesn't make my mind i only watch scenes for differents situations in life, and guess what ? i 'am right about it ... to explain this is hard i only know cause i see happening in front of my eyes.

 H y guys , to tcontinue I wish the  world was so not violent , i wish the humans were less corruption or cause damage to the earth , with so gance about the natural,i wish i had enough money to help my family and institutions about kids i hope one day will be able to do it ,this is so good to keep other dreams desired i criated a compaign that 'is LET'S HELP MORE PEOPLE EVEN IF IT'S WITH A WORD AS MORE WE CAN !!!

You know guys i love to talk with you  here i'm so glad .

http://vevo.ly/6pUe3X this music is so sad , and i',am sad tht everytime i listen  i cry, is like i 've passed is like i missed someone i guees my suposiion is right when i born to this land  that right now i can't remember , but is not normal , and sometimes i feel so lonely here even if i have my family and my frineds, is like there is a glass but without  water . i only orthis reality when i see my series dance academy,dropdead diva, once upon a time , but i don't have time for this i'm angry with this sistem fo graduation from this country, i prefer recomendation than be making test for it all.I never say this darkness in my hart that is so deep inside .

Hi everyone i'm so criative today actually , i'am a criative person i made a frase but is small , if anyone thinks for differents aperreances and so perpective and i 'would ask if someone here can comment about all my posts cause i fell i'am talking alone and beliviening or not i ,love have some conversation and opinions , please if you want in join it  , almost forget , is that One :  Everybody is charm !

I am trying to find what or kind of things happens. I'm fulll of it ,all .Foor get all i may be one day i 'll be right and so about my suposicionus.

Today i went on a party that was about japan here as i didit was very cool the next olypics will be awesome as were here in Rio s2 and i forgot to say that now i hve my own place to be a dj and listen to music at http://www.vevo.com/user/LMilesi/playlists/new if you go at there you can visit which songs i care at now i just have one listen since i've criated not much time and i didn't have many times be crianting others play list but i guess that the end of next month will be at list 5-10 playlist cause i guess to much takes tiredness.

Literatic soul "It is infinite while it lasts" "From all I offer my warmth, my address, the life of your son from infinity to the beginning" The flames of my heart light up when you look, I am the key to your lock, password of your bank account, the lock on your door- this is criation about me .

all that's stuff is killing me i can't say i can complain because if don't i'm not gonna be me , i'm afraid for it all cause personal this is destroing me ever my conscepicious all tem are right , it so rela and i just wish i knew a little bit about this propose to be in my evolution at tis planet , with this family that does not understands me or anyone gives cares what i need i do eerythinng that i can even if i don't have many friends ,it too paining to ask about why are things here the way are without any answer , i know i'm not nothing for demanding anyhthing i don't but this circles just repeaat and don't ave a possible end somestimes i can have little of horrible judments of myself that could explain  wy i 'm suffer like that there's not no solution.i' feel so ignored in this life that more never were so excited i guess when i have money i 'll rujnaway a place that i can feel ok.since 13 .it's putting hurts until my soul ne

Hellow guys , i 'm pretty happy that my close wish got it realized yesterday , i could pay by my onwn without puting anyone part  of fmily to help in any i got a tatooo.about my sign that remenbers me some stuff i have to do here , pisces , but today i got all day sleepimg i don't kniw why i feeling so tired  if i didn't do nothing . by bjs

https://youtu.be/1TO48Cnl66w https://youtu.be/1TO48Cnl66w  i'm like this , i'm from Rio de Janeiro city <3 the my true love into the olimpics gmes so wonderful that all of this make me feel me glad about even if changes kind for it all i spoke to someone who was fro the us my other love so. Thanks GOD for everything !!

Now , i'am seeing or watching about which importance people gives to you, it's like get ready to jump Madonna's song - I’m not afraid what I’ll face, but I’m afraid to stay I’m going down my own road and I can make it alone I'll work and I'll fight, Till I find a place of my own.s2

I want to don a tatoo  i 've ready thought about everything i'm not gonna regret ,but i don't want or should i tell my parents about it i don't want them thinking i 'am hideing anything but spertacular .

Oh i ve stopped writenig for lazy, actualy today i'm just puttimg day byeach or por day after analyzing situaçions on my life.to get a concclusion what this up to you ?actually what do you see or imagine or think about this imagine without taking the natural just to relflexe ?cause this is n of the proose tat imade this blog that could be an art  too make , to get close to people .

sometimes i don' t like to say nothing ...

 Megan Trainor   https://youtu.be/j9zj3FYdskk   Y https://youtu.be/2g0UUzjTiuY  https://youtu.be https://youtu.be/VisqA_UGWz8 / https://youtu.be/HAlz5TiKOCM Just here i can fix the ocean and the world here !!!Beteer than tt cause is not only here , there no limit to character to be happy tho this fuck world is a shit ..To  live in rj , to be carioca's to move iwould rather run away sometimes .

Hey everyone what's going in on ?now i 'am passing a moment overthrow it that never thougut in my life , so diffent i mean my way i amsearching things whal else could be .. Life is about that buti ' m not certainly off what they are trying to say to me in a constance i'm not doing test right now i just get my answers in fronf of me .

Stop talking abou me i ve criated and little history .A girl born liked a flower and she's so cute she made her friends , even if  she was shy , she had her bffs thatwas a big confusion because the girls were jealousy about her .She changed school , she was a different kind of a student ,she believed in an a better world just like a fairy tailes , tank she suffered i all teenargers for thikinhg like that , and her friends were in another school and she was lonely in her school , pasissng friendless being with crises but , she's and flower ad she grewn and got it over itbut this is not saying she forget all. this girl lives in me  she has my life....

I love , i'm a fan about Giovanna Antonelli , i love her so mch , cause i've dreamed with her about three times in ever time i knew her, i wish she wolud know about it .Because i'm not a kind of person that  when love someone liks to annoy it .

i just don' t know where i find you , uuu i jus don't where iam , i'm to confuse and complexe and i need you , i miss you ,i was suppose to get over , i won't see like anyway of everything  to hid my unsatified explanation . But i wish anyone would understand and don' punish me about it ? even if i deserve all . i 'm not ot enough i just try be misteer love . ,s2 music

https://youtu.be/DNSUOFgj97M https://youtu.be/DNSUOFgj97M  i li I' am mateiral girl yes good estin estim ,let 's love we ourselves. s2s2s2 aprreciate it we are suppose to get in our way .my love , is the first we and icluse , right now , myself .

 thanks about all this i mean all this day , cause today was perfect s2

Guys , the site is open to you say your opinion about the poem i'd like to know . I'm a nice girl don't be shy please.

hello this is all i love i made  a poem i think you will like ,ok guys ? Love is passion Love is not guilty it's cute Love is not weakness Love is a desire love is a gift it's incredible Love is magic love is a version is like extended from the ocean love is intense and profund All it's divine So let's love each other  than be fighting Cause our world Our people need s2=)+

sometimes i want to understand life but she keeps on making doubts in my head that doesn't solve , crating histories or try be more outgoing don't make myself less than my feelings about sadness so it s cansolutin on medicine is dance and sing so tha't all do, and have many of threater . s2 myyself ys i'm an narcist or athena's daughter kidness i always be so criative and i flyyyyyyy i have 6 afraids on my life and i don'tn give a shit about it's thinking es i don't like following rule i no satisfied , iyes i'm an revolutionary one is abput be aone before my family go to heaven ,it 's not following my wishes , is been forget when i die ,it doall wrong this is the fourth, to get sick the end is gonna ask to the providene divine if can get in a other planet cause i'm blue / scared and stressed about living here  and  get a big no as answer i'll do something that i doeasily cause i'm sensitive i cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more than anything s

sometimes life scares me even if i'm a corajous perosn .You born and you die so deep in inside without details in any moment in differents way . it's always there is a suff i mean soemone  to miss. you can't be sad like a ocean for lagrims and you can't become like you're celebtating .

Hi everyone , it's good to see you 're reading my blog whatever thought i care about it , i got all week busy with my projects from work that on my really means studies schoolar subjects to get a good graduatio here .I don't know how i come back and staye with energy , thanksgod , i really ned from  my obbligation . i guess i'm kind shy and a thing that i reliton withmy friends they become not so easy .so may thoughts in my head could make me burn out . I'mtrying to solve it . For hopes with relacionship cause i've never date. I was dancing at my home  i love dance its the best thing of rhe world i can fly at there. I fell or i'm complexe from my ideas and what i keep from me , all any person like o judge the others i'm not saying i don't do but i always correct myself from it so it's really weird and every life i have had ,i'm believe at spiristism i do well to put my personality in different ways i guess it 's addaptacion . Forget note

sometimes I believe in things that doesn't exist i don't know why.Keep desiring what i can't have that obviously furstates me or i really introduce myself into project although there is not a progess so i stop to care about whch time it's appears the universe is back on me. the reason it's not explained even if i try to do my best is never enough  and blame myself a lot about it without rembering that i have my love family to do it . i feel so thankful that would be nuts to throw it away, i wish at least i had a dog as i don't get what i need from people . Even though i do against . To be alone it's amost a sport to me /my life cause there is alwas hurt and not even a good advice or anyone i can tell my estories about so i keep wih it from me.

frases from rock s2 love it .  " And know you do what they told ya " - killing name of "Some about her she reminds you "-Alice what's the matter '' Nothing to fear ''- cold - lacuna coil(lc) "Ricodarti cosi "- comalies-lc " Wake me up and save me "- bring me to life - evanescence (eva) " I wonder why we have to each others lies" - hot night crash- sahara hotnights(sh) " I won't trust myself with you "- From the insede- link park(lp) " Thought was a good idea dealing with the enemy" - with orwithout control - sh "  I want you to do "- numb - lp " I had to fall to lose it all in the end doesn't even matters "- in the end - lp " Set me free"- heaven's a lie - lc  

Sometimes I get imprissioned  why persons give them opinion without thinking about what others is gonna think about them . This's complexe becuause after all they ask your opinion forgetting that you may not gonna agree . I'm rocky today. https://youtu.be/KVErRCxdx7Q?list=FLnFimXe5bziqADxA2Bq1geQ .I din't tell but your family , get you sustent although when you grown, they forget you're not child anymoreand you know what is best to you.You're not ignoring their suggestions like others , otherwise you are getting your own experience . Silence is a good answer actually the best of them. You don't hurt anyone , or impose your ideas to someone else that you even note if this person wanna know your opinion .

I keep asking why the world is so awful I mean the literature is better cause you have a kind of a diferent world if there 's conflits at there  you always have the certainly that is gonna be a happy ending . I mean life is complicated if you think it'is .But if you have differents away to fight for what you want even if you are dog tired , I'm a demanding person  though . I wnat/need answers.I usually project mi vita as a model. From the books i read and the movies , seres that i see. to have a criative mind .6 things that doesn't exist but you pretend that's real. I know it sounds crazy. And I don't know if this 's positive but i always look this away even if when i feel blue . To real world needs more love ,compassion, more friendly people, less selfish , to be more sensitive and no fearless. I can't be a hero but i wish i could solve my family or my friends or even if my life some times i use to fell a glass break and repeating this question to heave

Everything in this life , there's a beginning . That is always a way to start new things even if when don't have the time to keeps on them. Hope this world can never miss our world . Now i have a more contacts to people. And what i always wanted a virtual world , i have twitter is not the same thing , we at therehave limits to say things . It's not enough . And I 'd never use fb for it .

Today I had the idea of makihg this blog between a diary i need to socialize with people . i 'm almost all twenies i have to much to live but i have many doubts .I 'm being corajous doing all that i think i'm not gonna regret .I know this maybe crazy but the other name i just choose because i feel something about it. Since I don' t want difficult suggestion so I chooed this one . "=) I 'm kind of busy studing for tests to get a graduation on university , so I don't promise i'll right everyday. (feelings) i won't criate and tell  fabolous estories or anything like just like my life and my feelings .. Or my hobbie which one is helping people .