Protests are not heard

sometimes i want to understand life but she keeps on making doubts in my head that doesn't solve , crating histories or try be more outgoing don't make myself less than my feelings about sadness so it s cansolutin on medicine is dance and sing so tha't all do, and have many of threater . s2 myyself ys i'm an narcist or athena's daughter kidness i always be so criative and i flyyyyyyy i have 6 afraids on my life and i don'tn give a shit about it's thinking es i don't like following rule i no satisfied , iyes i'm an revolutionary one is abput be aone before my family go to heaven ,it 's not following my wishes , is been forget when i die ,it doall wrong this is the fourth, to get sick the end is gonna ask to the providene divine if can get in a other planet cause i'm blue / scared and stressed about living here  and  get a big no as answer i'll do something that i doeasily cause i'm sensitive i cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more than anything since i'm actress to it's from my personality . i 'm not all good because if i was idnt be here but from my things and my craz mind i'll guess i won't be punished from obut whatelse .....kkkkkk my laugh , i'm a smile "=)