Protests are not heard

I keep asking why the world is so awful I mean the literature is better cause you have a kind of a diferent world if there 's conflits at there  you always have the certainly that is gonna be a happy ending . I mean life is complicated if you think it'is .But if you have differents away to fight for what you want even if you are dog tired , I'm a demanding person  though . I wnat/need answers.I usually project mi vita as a model. From the books i read and the movies , seres that i see. to have a criative mind .6 things that doesn't exist but you pretend that's real. I know it sounds crazy. And I don't know if this 's positive but i always look this away even if when i feel blue . To real world needs more love ,compassion, more friendly people, less selfish , to be more sensitive and no fearless. I can't be a hero but i wish i could solve my family or my friends or even if my life some times i use to fell a glass break and repeating this question to heaven. I alwyas fly with musics extremily with these:  .https://youtu.be/MysKegBRtaA
https://youtu.be/31M1NZHBQ_o
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